My deepest thoughts

LISTEN PLEEEEZZZEEEE

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 08:24:50 GMT

I had to get a new email. SOOO , if you were on it before add me, and Ill add you back, and if you weren't add me and Ill Still add you back. OK THATS IT....HELP me out PLLEEEEEZ...New email is .....everydaysomeone@hotmail.com......GO NOW AND DO IT

Second Post

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 07:58:09 GMT

- I went and saw the wallflowers tonight
- Im glad the fair is over
- Day 6 was an immense success....made alot of people angry with the out of order sign...SUCCESS!!!!
- Work early, gym, and parents are coming home tomorrow.....Doesn't sound like a good day to me.
- School is right around the corner!!!

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 07:50:46 GMT

Went camping in the forest. Ashley and I hiked like mountain men to find our good spot. We lucked out. Drank alot ....too much. This morning went to breakfast.This evening went to thai food with ashley and whitney and arron. I ate some yummy spicy rice.Then to WT's...not fun, like expected. Came home. Have to go back to work tomorrow. Blah. Sleep.

Update

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 07:42:59 GMT

So today I finally decided to update my LJ. But I am not gonna write too much about Hawaii because most people have already heard all the good times. If you haven't...then ask me. Tomorrow I am finally getting my bags back from the airport after 4 days of wearing the same clothes (I washed them daily...IM not gross haha). So yeah that's cool, I like not having to look the same everyday. Life in general for me is kinda BLAH. Not in the best mood. Things have changed alot lately and I hate change. Anyways, it's summer , it's hot, and I need to get a new job...so I don't die of heat stroke. FUCK.

Hawaii, was great. Tanning, drinking beer, crazy adventure and hikes, getting insanely sea sick and wanting to die (haha not really) .... just the whole thing....I have over 200 pictures of Hawaii, but am too lazy to upload them and make them into an album for viewing pleasure. SO sorry...

That's all for now. Hopefully, this summer will improve greatly or I will be bored outta my mind!

Sat, 28 May 2005 02:25:51 GMT

I wouldn't mind moving away to hawaii.... away from everything....it's really peaceful.

Hawaii

Thu, 26 May 2005 08:00:56 GMT

OK in Hawaii...Yeah way awesome.

-No surf
-Great Weather
-Super tan
-cool people
-Good beer
-Not enough sleep
-Good pics but cant put them up on this lame ass laptop, ill get them up when I get back so everyone can experience it
-Loving the environment as a whole
-Miss almost nothing...I wish I could move here

OK enough LJ, and computer. Im going to bed.

ALOHA

Hawaii Bound

Mon, 23 May 2005 07:07:05 GMT

Tomorrow morning I am leaving to Hawaii. It's really exciting. Amazingly enough, I am kinda bummed about leaving my friends....I feel like I have to potential to miss out on something, but then again...not really. It's pretty much the same every weekend. But I will miss my friends. Hopefully, I come back happy and be glad to be home...not hating it. I hope that when I am there I don't kill my family, because I'm already about to. Jeska is in Utah, and I won't talk to her for a week then I won't see her untill the 10th.

On a another note, Crazzzzy weekend...friday night had a blast went camping drank some delicious MO, then got in a lil bicker sesh with the park ranger....WHAT AN ASSHOLE!!! And then to top my weekend off....saturday at 1:30 in the afternoon, party on...even with the hangover from the night before. Crazy bachleor party, beer beer beer, naked girls, beer beer beer, fun times and more beer. And yes, I do like beer...that was an amazing night. I went to bed at three something. I can't remember the last time I had so much fun. Few crazy times...but Good ole' Brando SYG'ed.

Well with that being said. I hope you all call me in Hawaii. I don't think I'm gonna call alot people. That way if shit is going down in California, I won't have to hear about it. But if you would like please call me, and tell me whas going on. Other than that, I'm Hawaii bound.

BYE. (ALOHA)

Wed, 18 May 2005 05:41:15 GMT

So I guess things change sometimes for the better, even though I sometimes just want them to go to shit so I can have an excuse to bail. My job gave me a raise today. Which is funny because I was going to put my notice in next month because I had gone way to long a raise and they are bitches there. But hey, where else can I get paid 9.75 and have a job schedule me only on my days....I like having a set schedule. I have worked there for about 15 months or something and I don't like it but I guess I should stop being lame and sack up and take it for what it's worth.

On a lighter note, A week from today, right about this time I will be drinking margaritas and listen to hula music at the Hula Grill in Maui as I eat my dinner MMMMMMM. I can't wait. I got my hair cut today, so I won't have to worry about long annoying hair and I also have gone tanning a few times to get a base tan so I don't burn....Tanning is weird. I don't like it. Oh and I have going to the gym, but i'm still fat so oh well.

I'll be getting back on the 10th, just in time to enjoy a fun summer with all my friends, or at least whats left of them. haha. I reminisced today with an old friend of about a year ago. We realized that almost none of the original people in our crowd even hung out together anymore....To quote my least favorite band of all time "I guess this is growing up". I'm ok with life for now. I hope I find my place in the wonderful world of employment soon ...doing something I love with music.

Oh and lastly, I hate 2000 word research papers...With A PASSION!!!!

24 hours of pure rock and roll music !!!!!!!

Sat, 14 May 2005 06:45:37 GMT

Yesterday at 2:30 in the afternoon, my friends and I started an adventure. We started our 24 hour KGUR radio Marathon. We stayed on the air until 2:30 this afternoon. NO FUCKING SLEEP. It was amazing. It was even more amazing because I was at school in the middle of the night. Quite strange. It was an epic night that I will never forget. Today was quite sad at 2:30, we hit our final song ...SONG 300. It was Kiss "Rock and Roll Radio" and that's the same one we started with 24 hours earlier.We logged every song we played too....eight pages of music!!! What an adventure. I'm going to miss doing radio over the summer. I really hope I go back next year and do it. It's one of the only things I love. I can't believe that I was awake for almost 40 hours. UHbUHHHHH. I think I need to go to bed now. Oh yeah and I'm going to Hawaii next Monday. Maybe it will make everything better.

thank you

Mon, 09 May 2005 06:33:14 GMT

From a Friend:

"although constantly a struggle, and an endless topic for debait and descussion, they cut to the core of us in seconds, and provide us with purpose to live"

Sat, 07 May 2005 21:00:12 GMT

what to do about this?

Fri, 06 May 2005 06:34:29 GMT

So as my first weekend at home with my parents home approaches, I wonder what I am going to do. I will not sit at home again. I either wanna be doing something way fun or drinking beer. This is all I ask.

I have two more weeks left until I go to Hawaii.

That is where I am staying. It's freaking paradise for 3 weeks. Goodbye California BS, I'm gone on the 20th!

Almost to the end of the road

Wed, 04 May 2005 06:47:50 GMT

Today, I finally sat down and put everything in perspective in my life. It's scary. I'm 19. I am pretty much done with Cuesta. I don't know whether or not to pursue my love of music and move to LA to work at capitol or if I should stick with school and get a degree.

I was thinking I could take 5 more classes in fall and I could have my G.E done and i will walk away with a degree in broadcasting. Sounds good to me.

There are those days when I just wanna leave and start my life, but I have plenty of time. I just wanna make sure I don't turn into one of those 5 year students at Cuesta.

I have two weeks left of school and then on the 20th I'm leaving to hawaii for three weeks. It will be my time to get away. Maybe I will change and figure things out. I know for sure of some things in my life...
1. I need a new job
2. I wanna do radio and recording arts
3. I need to get away from this area within the next five years... time is moving fast
4. I miss my friends and the fun times.

Lately, I have been listening to a lot of classic rock and it makes me nostalgic of when I was young and my parents take me and my bro camping and would listen to neil young and john hiatt. Those were the simple days. It makes me remember how easy things were. We use to play pickle, and catch, and climb rocks and go catch a bunch of fish. It's not the same.

I'm living at home now and I don't really like it. I miss hanging out with people at dirty Bordeuax and I actually miss hanging with brandon. It's weird that hes never around now. I was use to seeing him around daily. WEIRD. benefits of moving home-- I don't smell like that dirty shithole, I get good food and I have a computer in my room now. Ever since i moved home I get a lot more done in school too.

Sun, 01 May 2005 04:50:48 GMT

Sometimes the dark just makes things worse

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 23:35:50 GMT

I miss my apartment. Today is our last day of cleaning and I would have to say up till now ...way fucking gross. It would have been a lot easier if we kept up on it. Now that I moved home, it's pretty bad...I barely have no life, less friends hanging out, and less girlfriend...NONE OF WHICH I LIKE. I guess we are going camping this weekend like the old times but I know it won't even be the same as the old times considering the fact no one gets along. Oh well.

RIP FELIX

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 21:04:53 GMT

In memory of...

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 00:53:43 GMT

Another day in Paradise

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 22:33:58 GMT

Hopefully this whole thing blows over. Hopefully everyone goes back to nomral. Hopefully LM doesn't die. And hopefully she'll be nice to me. Oh by the way, I decided I'm doing a pic of the day whether it's old or new, it's just one I like for the day. Today...................

It's the final countdown

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:37:13 GMT

As if things started to look good between all our friends, BAMMM!!!! Here it goes again. I wish the drama would just F-ing stop.

Two weeks till I move back home. I really bummed. I know I am going to hate the change.

I can't wait to see you.

This Picture makes me laugh.

No Damn Subject

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 04:30:39 GMT

So today, I drove all the way to Paso, too argue. That was cool, not to mention made me bummed out. But then I bought some cool stuff at target:

Judas Priest
Motley Crue
Velvet revolver
and Chris Farley

So, It's not all that bad. I'm getting a new computer once I move back home and I finish painting my bedroom. I wish I didn't argue with you sometimes over stuff that doesn't even matter. I miss you BTW.
I need to find an apartment, but the appointment to look at one was when i'm working so i'm screwed there too.
Oh well

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 22:14:44 GMT

Sometimes I don't know how to feel about you.

painting the town red

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 01:02:01 GMT

I'd have to say that things have actually been really good lately. With the exception of missing out on a good concert a few days ago I have had no real disappointments. Wait....Today I put in my notice to move out, that means 30 days.
AHHHH!!!!!!
I don't wanna move back home. I also found a sweet little place 1bed/1bath down near the high school in Atascadero. I don't wanna live on my own, but i think it's a lot better than having to live at home for awhile.

DOES ANYONE know of ANYONE to move out with me, I need a roommate.

Today I also continued the long task of painting my room at my parents house. WOW. Painting is Mucho work. I haven't even started painting yet...prep work. I figure if I have to move home at least my room won't be ugly blue, and it will make my mom happy so that when....IF ....I move out she can make my bedroom over without having to paint it.

I made a new friend today. He lives in the lake. He's my buddy, but he apaprently isn't to fond of the GF. We chilled today down at the lake, It was cool.

He looks like a turkey, but he's a duck.

3 months in like eight days!!!! <3. You make me happy.
I wanna hang out with all my friends on Thursday night or Wednesday night because I don't work the next day. YEAHHH! You better come over.

Too bad Spring break is going to fast and I have about 4 huge papers to write before tuesday. :(.

Today

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 23:29:19 GMT

I figure that since this is a journal I should post again. Today is a special day, for a special person...ME. I'm going to see Throwdown. NOOO. It's jeska's Birthday, that makes me happy. But I am seeing throwdown. This weekend will suck all kinds of bad, because I work early the whole weekend. As well as on Easter. Time and half is always good though. Miss my friends, come hang out before we move out on the 26th....back home...BLAAAAAhhh!!!

Today was ok

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 04:55:19 GMT

So today I decided to write my first real entry in this contraption of Live journal, even though i should be studying for mid terms tomorrow. Yeah, this week has been stressful beyond belief, but some good high points....
Jeska, I gave her a cool birthday present and it made her happy.
My job, yeah I am gonna get a raise i think and i think they actually like me there...finally
And I'm going to a show tomorrow and that should be fun
Bad things include work all the time, no free time ....midterms and why can't everyone just get along.
That's my first real entry.

DONE